HOLY SMOKES

Well folks.. its like what... wednesday and i came home and started cleaning for my mom. and just totally thinking abotu life and my future, my feelings, my thoughts , and jsut the way im living. wow a lto of stuff you know we all may not want to think about because sometimes with these conciences we have it can be convicting a little. And now that im 18.. well i jsut want to do the whole thing i used to plan on doing when i was eight teen and that is being like hey im eight teen i dont need to listen to anyone.. no one can stop me for doin anything( this was something i looked forward to before i started striving to be a Christ honoring man) and you know sometimes i jsut catch myself saying that.. like when my mom is like i dont know if i want you to go or hey go clean the basement.. just little things and you know i love my mo mso much shes been such a blessing in my life and also shes all alone with out my dad so somtimes i have a little attitude just cuz im thinkin well im 18 no one can tell me wut to do... wow how stupid is that .and im just thinking about how i am goin to be on my own in like 2 or 3 months and i really need to prepare my heart because well it could go either really well or really bad and i def. want it to go good.. and wow God is really starting to act in my life and you guys prolly dont know wut this is but the great banguet is like a retreat and group of people that have been theough this great banguet weekend and i went through the teenagers weekend abotu 3 years ago and well it was awsome.. well ive been asked to give a talk at this years youth weekend abotu prayer adn wow am i excited im so glad i get to help and let God speak through me to maybe help some kids or encourage them to accept Christ into their life.. i have way more to say but this is already really long so you no well i love yall!!

well i feel good

well wow.......... i feel freakin awsome i got up today and went hiking, then i came back and tanned by the pool, and then i went and did a very nice work out i feel so dang good lots of exercise today... i gettin fit for mygirl!! peace

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well i am chillin here in arizona feeling all good about myself because its so warm here and i found out that it is just as warm in indiana as it is here and im just like thats bogus!! i mean come on im in the stinking desert pretty much.. but today its like 90 here so ya wuts up.. i hope everyone is having a good spring break let me know wut you guys are up to .. getting lonely here love yall

Day 1

well i just arrived in arizona about two hours ago.... its 12 now and its 2 back at home... and i absolutly miss lara elaine westfall so much!! all ready!! ahh it pretty warm here like 80 degrees but its overcast.. so you know not wonderful. but im not complaining.although im not with my future wife i am a little excited abuot being here.. i would have to say though that it would be 10,000,000 times better if she was here .. well i have to go i think i am goin to go swimming and lay by the pool ...i love you all especially lara elaine ... did i mention i miss her tremendiously DANG IT!!!

Birthday

Well my birthday is on thursday but someone started early.. and i bet you can all guess who it is?? maybe?? well ill tell you its lara ... she is the best... she got so into it and she tryed so hard to make it perfect and it was far past perfect it was awsome i dont think she can really imagine how much it ment to me

the women i see in the darkness

look off into the bright stream of black life.
i close my eyes .... but are they closed?
the miraculous birth of a women i can see.
struck to my heart i fall in love with this
beautiful figurine.
i watch her grow,
walking towards her ..no its more like sailing .
she passes by
for this i cry and i turn there we were
just she and i.
with our burning fire we jump into the sinister water .
dissapearing are love is burning forever and ever.

THEE END!

THE THE .... LITTLE STUPID THINGS ARE DONE!!! YES I SAID THEY ARE ABSOLUTLY PUT TO AN END. IM THROWING THEM ONTO THE GROWN AND SMUSHING THEM INTO THE GROUND WITH MY HEAL.. YES I PROMISE TO........... THERES THIS ONE THING I WANT EVERY ONE TO KNOW WHO READS THIS BLOG AND THAT IS I LOVE LARA ELAINE WESTFALL AND I WOULD DO MERLY ANYTHING FOR HER AND I AM THE LUCKIEST MAN IN THE WORLD...... ITS TIME TO BE YOUNG AGAIN