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HOLY SMOKES

2006-04-05T19:10:00.000-04:00

Well folks.. its like what... wednesday and i came home and started cleaning for my mom. and just totally thinking abotu life and my future, my feelings, my thoughts , and jsut the way im living. wow a lto of stuff you know we all may not want to think about because sometimes with these conciences we have it can be convicting a little. And now that im 18.. well i jsut want to do the whole thing i used to plan on doing when i was eight teen and that is being like hey im eight teen i dont need to listen to anyone.. no one can stop me for doin anything( this was something i looked forward to before i started striving to be a Christ honoring man) and you know sometimes i jsut catch myself saying that.. like when my mom is like i dont know if i want you to go or hey go clean the basement.. just little things and you know i love my mo mso much shes been such a blessing in my life and also shes all alone with out my dad so somtimes i have a little attitude just cuz im thinkin well im 18 no one can tell me wut to do... wow how stupid is that .and im just thinking about how i am goin to be on my own in like 2 or 3 months and i really need to prepare my heart because well it could go either really well or really bad and i def. want it to go good.. and wow God is really starting to act in my life and you guys prolly dont know wut this is but the great banguet is like a retreat and group of people that have been theough this great banguet weekend and i went through the teenagers weekend abotu 3 years ago and well it was awsome.. well ive been asked to give a talk at this years youth weekend abotu prayer adn wow am i excited im so glad i get to help and let God speak through me to maybe help some kids or encourage them to accept Christ into their life.. i have way more to say but this is already really long so you no well i love yall!!

well i feel good

2006-04-01T19:34:00.000-05:00

well wow.......... i feel freakin awsome i got up today and went hiking, then i came back and tanned by the pool, and then i went and did a very nice work out i feel so dang good lots of exercise today... i gettin fit for mygirl!! peace

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2006-03-31T12:17:00.000-05:00

well i am chillin here in arizona feeling all good about myself because its so warm here and i found out that it is just as warm in indiana as it is here and im just like thats bogus!! i mean come on im in the stinking desert pretty much.. but today its like 90 here so ya wuts up.. i hope everyone is having a good spring break let me know wut you guys are up to .. getting lonely here love yall

Day 1

2006-03-27T14:23:00.000-05:00

well i just arrived in arizona about two hours ago.... its 12 now and its 2 back at home... and i absolutly miss lara elaine westfall so much!! all ready!! ahh it pretty warm here like 80 degrees but its overcast.. so you know not wonderful. but im not complaining.although im not with my future wife i am a little excited abuot being here.. i would have to say though that it would be 10,000,000 times better if she was here .. well i have to go i think i am goin to go swimming and lay by the pool ...i love you all especially lara elaine ... did i mention i miss her tremendiously DANG IT!!!

Birthday

2006-03-19T12:09:00.000-05:00

Well my birthday is on thursday but someone started early.. and i bet you can all guess who it is?? maybe?? well ill tell you its lara ... she is the best... she got so into it and she tryed so hard to make it perfect and it was far past perfect it was awsome i dont think she can really imagine how much it ment to me

the women i see in the darkness

2006-03-12T18:02:00.000-05:00

look off into the bright stream of black life.
i close my eyes .... but are they closed?
the miraculous birth of a women i can see.
struck to my heart i fall in love with this
beautiful figurine.
i watch her grow,
walking towards her ..no its more like sailing .
she passes by
for this i cry and i turn there we were
just she and i.
with our burning fire we jump into the sinister water .
dissapearing are love is burning forever and ever.

THEE END!

2006-03-09T19:00:00.000-05:00

THE THE .... LITTLE STUPID THINGS ARE DONE!!! YES I SAID THEY ARE ABSOLUTLY PUT TO AN END. IM THROWING THEM ONTO THE GROWN AND SMUSHING THEM INTO THE GROUND WITH MY HEAL.. YES I PROMISE TO........... THERES THIS ONE THING I WANT EVERY ONE TO KNOW WHO READS THIS BLOG AND THAT IS I LOVE LARA ELAINE WESTFALL AND I WOULD DO MERLY ANYTHING FOR HER AND I AM THE LUCKIEST MAN IN THE WORLD...... ITS TIME TO BE YOUNG AGAIN

TODAY!!

2006-03-07T17:31:00.000-05:00

WEll i'd have to say that today has been one of the best days ive had in a while. i got to sleep in till like 8:30 because of the fog.. wow that fog why cant we have that everyday.. and this one thing i just felt so good about .. beacuse latly ive been very discouraged and this day was uplifting.. soo all i can say is..........GOOD DAY! :)

mmm mommy

2006-03-03T21:56:00.000-05:00

well my mom is making me have an 18th birthday party.. she wants it to be a formal dinner thing.... but you know i dont really think that anyone would come.. well i guess the girls would get to dress up and stuff and we could just like dance or hang out--- so tell me if you think that is a good idea or if you think people would come peace!

HOLY MOSES #2

2006-03-03T13:10:00.000-05:00

IF ANYONE CAN DO THIS FOR ME I WILL PAY THEM 24,000 DOLLARS......pROMISE

2006-03-02T13:27:00.000-05:00

WELL TAKE A STAB AT WHO THIS IS!!!????................ITS ME AND LARA MAYBE FORTY YEARS FROM NOW LOL !!!
IM STILL GOOD AT HITTING ON HER.. HAHA.... SHES LOVIN IT!!

HOLY MOSES

2006-03-01T13:05:00.000-05:00

look at this man!! lara this is probly how i will look when i get older now that you said i have a unibrow and my dad is BALD!!!

My Papa( my grandfather)

2006-02-20T21:47:00.000-05:00

well im here again to ask for some prayers for my family and for me.... my grandfather is dieing ... the doctors say that he wont live through the week and he could use some prayers to... its hard to talk abotu it and explain wuts goin on just please pray

God is good

2006-02-20T18:01:00.000-05:00

well how can i say this... pretty much i just wanna praise God!!!!! he is so awsoem and he has given me a wonderful women to help me to learn how to love him and to teach and grow together through him

we should be thankful for everything because we deserve nothing!

good day.. pray for me please?

2006-02-19T16:13:00.001-05:00

well its sunday and its been a very good day so far.. church was amazing.. our serman spoke to me so much and i just felt God right there holding me inhis arms.. i bet many of u know how awsome of a feeling that is.. well today i also talked to my parents about this next year as fars as wut im gonna do and were im gonna be ( arizona or here) and we made some progress and if i get to stay here it will be so hard because i will have to pretty much support myself and be an adult soo.. thats abotu it so if u read this please say a little prayer for me and my family with this situation thank you

good day.. pray for me please?

2006-02-19T16:13:00.000-05:00

well its sunday and its been a very good day so far.. church was amazing.. our

Wut the heck

2006-02-16T13:07:00.000-05:00

so i think i may have a disease!!!! i have one of those ones that i cant remember anything.

WUT THE HECK!!!!

LA

2006-02-16T12:43:00.000-05:00

isn't she hot

im Back!!

2006-02-12T20:52:00.000-05:00

well i just got back from a long week in arizona. i went with brady pretty much to go see my father.

ahh all i want to do is see lara errrr